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Saturday, July 18, 2009
when you're gone... @ 7:23 PM

pictures at th end of this post.(:

tdy was th final day we'll be able to c him. i want to cry, again! oh, its so sad! Tdy was Faris' farewell party. He's leaving t Canada tmr.His flight is 12.45am(20.07.09) and he will be at th airport ard 7+pm and i wont be able to make it. ):

Met Arianna and Mala at amk hub ard 9.45am.gotta admit, i was 5mins late.atleast just 5 mins.lol. anyway, we bought prezzies for Faris! a cute, quite big, light brown coloured fur which is also very soft, bear and th name keychain thingy. Faris told us to wait for him at sch back gate at 10.30am. we were still at amk hub at 10.30am so we kinda rushed.lol.and wen faris called, we apologised like crazy and he dint get t even say 'hello' wen i picked up th phone.actually he called to tell tat he was gonna be late.lol.
Den while waiting at th sch back gate bustop, mala, arianna & me camwhored like crazy. Mala n me msged qk saying tat we want go his house la blaa blaa .lol. we were obviously just kidding. lol...

After wht felt forever, Faris finally arrived. He said the bear, which we nicknamed Jam (Jannah, Arianna & Mala= JAM!), was kinda big.lol.and th keychain was very lady gaga.lol.wth. den, he commented on how we looked etc etc.lol.den we went to th condo infront of our sch (QK's condo.lol) which was also actually his friend, Dionna's condo. we just drop by to put his bag in her house den we went t j8. jln2 awhile den wanted t eat ther wen suddenly, rapika they all called saying tat they were at thomson plaza so took cab, which faris paid, to thomson plaza. met them at guardian where faris bought his powder thingy isit?.. yeah, i think so.. den headed back to the condo.

some of faris' friends were ther, as in th BBQ pit in th condo area. mala, arianna & me sat dwn ther, camwhored somore, while faris wen t make-up(lol) at Dionna's house. went sight-seeing, even catching! playede catching in our dresses. lol. and omg, did i mention tat faris fooled us by saying tat there was a dresscode which were dresses?! wth. we so dint want to but since for faris' dresscode sake, but actually he just made tat up fr us! haha. den, after a million years, th chicken and food all finally kinda ready. ate ate ate ;D den syakila arrived bringing cake for masayu, whose bday is tmr.
and happy advance bday masayu!
den cut the cake and ate it. camwhored somore, with faris too this time round. den its tym fr me and mala and arianna to go..

the sad part (which is making me tear up now, as i'm reminescing it)..

we said goodbye and our final words. first, faris gave mala a hug den he started t tear up! oh god, he started crying and it made me and arianna cry. we cried waterfalls! oh gosh, he hugged me then arianna. i was like crying and crying, it just couldnt stop. eventually it did. faris, rapika, masayu, syakila and yana sent us to the gate and otw out, faris plucked flowers and gave arianna, mala and me each different kind of flower. damn cute and sad sia! i still and will keep the flower for as long as i can!. den gt our last hugs and waved goodbye as the 3 of us hesitantly walk out of th gate. they waved goodbye. and that was th final tym we'll se faris(oh god, i hope not!!). as we walked silently, tears blurred my vision, again! gosh, these tears cant control themselves.LOL.we took picture of the flowers he gave us before it wilted. then took bus t amk hub. in the bus, i looked thru th pictures we took, in my hp and guess wht, i cried again! wth. it dint roll dwn my cheeks, which was a gd thing.and mala did too wen she saw me crying again. ppl were like looking at us.lol.our eyeliner smudged like mad.hah.den homed.

re-told th story to my mom and th sad parts made me cry once again.wth. cengeng(in mly fr someone who cries alot? lol) sia me. cengeng for a day nvm right? and its for a major reason right?

Dear Faris,
You had been th greatest male friend i've ever had. although we've been friends for just awhile ,just a pathetic few months, you made my life more colourful and malay dance lessons more happening. you've been such an understanding, interesting and adorably funny friend. Who cares if you're lembut or at times a perv.haha.we'll so miss your kecohness, your vanity, your love for LV, Fendi etc etc.. and th love an concern you showed us. th joy you've brought into my life will never be forgotten.

You made us all feel together, as in not left out. you made us laugh even with th lamest jokes. everything wont be the same without you here. maybe, you'll have much better friends there in Canada and i pray the best for you and a wonderful future ahead. You are never to be forgotten and i'll remember you in my heart. I sure will have to take sometime to get over this sadness i'm feeling now but no matter what, i'll never, ever forget you and i hope you wont forget me too.
Truckloads of love;
Jannah

Mals Jans Arianna

gone to soon..(okay, tat sounds a bit like death.. lol)